How I am Feeling Today......


I know it's been a while, but life is happening fast these days. Today I am feeling overwhelmed and there is something I miss in my life.

Right now we are in the process of making plans to leave Escazu, Costa Rica and move to Taramindo/Langosta Costa Rica. We are leaving the rich suburb and going to the beach! We are very excited about this, but there is so much that is unknown. I'm relying on my faith that it will all turn out for the best.

We want to sell our home and buy a place in Langosta. The process of real estate is much different here than in the States. It's like we are always adjusting. That is not a bad thing, but when you have so many other things going on.

"So Gina what do you have going on?"

Here is the list:
1. I have 5yr old who has a busy school and social calendar.
2. I'm working on getting my online business up and running
3. Weight loss program and exercising
4. My Blog!
5. Spanish Classes
6. Doctor appointments
7. Having some alone time for myself
8. Dates with my husband
9. Jesse & Gina's Social life with friends
10. Spending quality time with my daughter and husband

If I was manic this wouldn't be an issue. By the grace of god and a little lithium, I'm not.

Now, the something I miss in my life is my Mom. At lunch today, I realized that I can't believe that I am going forward in my life without her. She would have been so large a part of my plans. What an empty space it is not to have ones parents.

As you can see, the way I feel right now is a great mixture of feelings.  Nothing is bad or wrong. It's just a lot!!  Now, I get to go to therapy to talk about it with Marlene.

Love and Peace